It really sucks, everything gets to me. I can’t help it. Seriously though, i feel like I’m getting no love right now.

I feel like she’s getting the big mac, large fries, and huge coke, while I just get the 2 cold ass left over fries in the McDonalds bag.

She hurt you more than I ever could. But y’all just seem to be the happiest fucking thing.. She cheated on you, lied to you more than once, and let what was once yours be someone else’s, then she told your ex girl what you didnt want her to know. Right, I was apart of that, but I only told her about the date, and some other small details. It’s like I put my finger in the fan, and you tear off my whole arm.

 It also sucks because no one can see that but me, I’m to shy to tell you, and I feel like even if I did you would disregaurd it, and tell me to grow up because Simara was once your gf, and you and I are only friends. I know she was your girlfriend and you love her and all that other shit, but I’m not getting the appreciation I deserve. If it wasn’t for me, the two of you would have NEVER existed.

Today, I didn’t go to your house, the whole day, you and her had a fucking blast. not either one of you texted me to even see if I was ALIVE. Then, when i go to your house, I come all the way upstairs to say my final good-byes because it’s your last day in Houston. You didn’t even acknowledge me.

When we got back to her house, you and her were on the phone and on oovoo and STILL NO PROPER ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. Just negative comments.

I just spent almost an hour crying over how much I hate how I stand in this situation. I never wanted to be your girlfriend but it’s like im invisible now, like everything in the past, good or bad never happened. All I ever wanted was more recognition. Why do I have to compete with someone who isn’t even your girlfriend for that?